~ welcome to the life of a depressed one ~

Don't ask if you don't want to know . ☯ I've been done w/ life for so long , but life won't let me leave . ∞ I don't like to be judged or bullied , please don't do it . ✞ Who cares if I'm bisexual ? We all die in the end . ☠ If you need ANYTHING , honestly , just ask me . I'll always be right here . ♡ Stay Beautiful❣

mutualize:

MUTUALIZES POLAROID CAMERA GIVEAWAYAs you all know, i host a lot of giveaways and my last two recently ended. If you want proof that they were legit go here. 
I am hosting this giveaway to celebrate reaching my goal of 30,000 followers. There will be 2 winners this time. AND THE WINNERS CAN CHOOSE WHICH COLOURED CAMERA THEY WANT.
The cameras come in BLUE or WHITE, or PINK or BLACK. Once the winners are picked, I will be ordering 2 cameras (in each winners preferred color) straight from eBay and then mailing it to the winners!
The image above is not mine, but it is an example of what the Polaroid cameras look like. I do not have them yet, I will order once the winners are picked so that they come in both winners preferred colour.

Here’s how this will work:

You have to be following me. I am checking who is following, and the winner will be re-drawn if they aren’t following me. I post mainly photography photos anyway.
Likes do not count for anything, only reblogs will count.But you can still like it as a bookmark
Winner will be chosen like as if it were a raffle drawing. And will be contacted via tumblr messages.
You have until May 20th, 2014 (australian date) to reblog this post. If the winner doesnt reply within a week then I will choose different. I will post their URL on my blog too
This giveaway will be shipped to anywhere in the world, I will be paying for shipping so don’t worry. Good luck!
EACH WINNER GETS:
Fuji instax mini 8 polaroid camera. 
An arm strap
User manual
Mini white film x50
Photo album
Batteries
Ends on May 20th, 2014 (australian date)

—- REMEMBER, you must follow  ME for your entry to count. —-

.*THIS IS NOT MY IMAGE, I FOUND IT ON GOOGLE*


And also, if you’d like to learn how to make some extra cash by testing out apps on your smartphone, click here and read the post. It will make you happy even if you dont win xx

Good luck and stay lovely!

mutualize:

MUTUALIZES POLAROID CAMERA GIVEAWAY

As you all know, i host a lot of giveaways and my last two recently ended. If you want proof that they were legit go here.

I am hosting this giveaway to celebrate reaching my goal of 30,000 followers. There will be 2 winners this time. AND THE WINNERS CAN CHOOSE WHICH COLOURED CAMERA THEY WANT.

The cameras come in BLUE or WHITE, or PINK or BLACK. Once the winners are picked, I will be ordering 2 cameras (in each winners preferred color) straight from eBay and then mailing it to the winners!

The image above is not mine, but it is an example of what the Polaroid cameras look like. I do not have them yet, I will order once the winners are picked so that they come in both winners preferred colour.

Here’s how this will work:

  • You have to be following meI am checking who is following, and the winner will be re-drawn if they aren’t following me. I post mainly photography photos anyway.
  • Likes do not count for anything, only reblogs will count.But you can still like it as a bookmark
  • Winner will be chosen like as if it were a raffle drawing. And will be contacted via tumblr messages.
  • You have until May 20th, 2014 (australian date) to reblog this post. If the winner doesnt reply within a week then I will choose different. I will post their URL on my blog too
  • This giveaway will be shipped to anywhere in the world, I will be paying for shipping so don’t worry. Good luck!

EACH WINNER GETS:

  • Fuji instax mini 8 polaroid camera. 
  • An arm strap
  • User manual
  • Mini white film x50
  • Photo album
  • Batteries

Ends on May 20th, 2014 (australian date)

—- REMEMBER, you must follow ME for your entry to count. —-

.*THIS IS NOT MY IMAGE, I FOUND IT ON GOOGLE*

And also, if you’d like to learn how to make some extra cash by testing out apps on your smartphone, click here and read the post. It will make you happy even if you dont win xx

Good luck and stay lovely!

(via mutualize)

thecr00kedyouth:

vans-warped-tour-2013:

imagiine-the-bands:

ptv—oneshots:

dr00mz:

longboardsandpoppunk:

littlemiss-living:

sweatersandkellin:

holdon-tillmayy:

when you see the lucker stomp
you reblog the lucker stomp

and you forever reblog the lucker stomp

instant reblog the lucker stomp

Never listened to suicide silence but I respect the stomp.

WHENEVER MITCH IS ON YOUR DASH YOU REBLOG IT

No matter what kind of blog you are!!


Fuck, I love the Lucker stomp. That shit is fly as fuck. 

i really want the lucker stomp to be remembered in like 100 years time

thecr00kedyouth:

vans-warped-tour-2013:

imagiine-the-bands:

ptv—oneshots:

dr00mz:

longboardsandpoppunk:

littlemiss-living:

sweatersandkellin:

holdon-tillmayy:

when you see the lucker stomp

you reblog the lucker stomp

and you forever reblog the lucker stomp

instant reblog the lucker stomp

Never listened to suicide silence but I respect the stomp.

WHENEVER MITCH IS ON YOUR DASH YOU REBLOG IT

No matter what kind of blog you are!!

Fuck, I love the Lucker stomp. That shit is fly as fuck. 

i really want the lucker stomp to be remembered in like 100 years time

(Source: this-is-the-six, via been-dead-for-awhile)

She sat alone Alone and at home, Where her screams were silent, But her mind was violent. Her insecurities hid deep inside, And they did indeed eat her alive. A tear rolled down her face, As her heart began to race. She took her blade and tore her skin, Where her depression lied deep within. This went on for days, months, years, And until she cried her very last tears. She decided that she had enough, The world around her was much too tough. She took a gun to her head. Congratulations society, she is dead.

Anonymous asked: 1-150?

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
 My Lilo , she’s the only one that I hold hands w/
2. Are you outgoing or shy? depends on how comfortable I am w/ you

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? Lilo ofc

4. Are you easy to get along with? Yeah , if you don’t piss me off

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
 I hope so , but she’ll probs think I’m too hard to handle
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
 Every kind , I’m pansexual
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
 I don’t even think I’ll be alive 2 months from now
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
 Nick , idek why
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Not really anymore

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
 Dylan , I always have deep conversations w/ him
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
 Heyy
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
 Wish You Were Here & I Love You by Avril Lavigne , When You Can’t Sleep At Night by OM&M , Can You Feel My Heart & It Never Ends by BMTH , Hell Above by PTV
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
 Fuck yeah
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
 Ofc , that gives you hope
15. What good thing happened this summer?
 I found out I liked girls .. But that was also one of the worst things
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
 Always do
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
 Sure why not
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
 I used to in 8th grade but I haven’t talk to him since after middle school
19. Do you like bubble baths?
 Only w/ another girl
20. Do you like your neighbors?
 If they’re nice to me
21. What are you bad habits?
 I think I have to many
22. Where would you like to travel?
 Anywhere away from here
23. Do you have trust issues?
 I don’t even trust myself , it’s too hard
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
 Well cutting , but I haven’t gotten to do that for awhile .. Just 1 more day
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
 Not any part of it , it’s all gross
26. What do you do when you wake up?
 Check the time & then go back to bed
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
 Little darker , I’m like pale
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
 Dylan
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
 A few
30. Do you ever want to get married?
 No
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
 Yes , lul
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
 Evan Peters & Taissa Farmiga
33. Spell your name with your chin.
 mdeikjlk,zam ik … I looked so stupid trying to do that
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
 No
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
 I’d be dead w/out either
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
 Um , yeahhh
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
 I say nothing , that’s why they’re silences
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? Kind & caring
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
 Goodwill duhhh
40. What do you want to do after high school? I don’t think I’m going to make it that far 

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Of course they do

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
 I’m upset , high & my emotions are spinning all over the place ..
43. Do you smile at strangers?
 All the time , strangers are too beautiful
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
 Outer space
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
 Lilo
46. What are you paranoid about?
 Eveything ..
47. Have you ever been high?
 All the time
48. Have you ever been drunk?
 Little buzz , but that doesn’t count
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
 Yes , but I’m pretty sure people already have so I’m fucked
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
 I don’t remember lul
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
 All the time
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? E V E R Y T H I N G

53. Favourite makeup brand?
 The only makeup brand I dislike is Loreal because they test on animals 
54. Favourite store?
 Goodwill
55. Favourite blog?
 been-dead-for-awhile or overratedsuicide c:
56. Favourite colour?
 G R E E N c’:
57. Favourite food? Spaghetti

58. Last thing you ate?
 Hot Fritos
59. First thing you ate this morning?
 Top Ramen , I’m sick
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
 Dumb cheer thing , super easy
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
 No , I’m a good kid duh
62. Been arrested? For what? Not yet
63. Ever been in love? Currently am

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? It was terrible weird & I thought it was a dream that when I woke up the next morning I forgot it happened .. 

65. Are you hungry right now?
 I’m always hungry , but I need to eat less
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
 Hell yeah I do
67. Facebook or Twitter?
 Ew , Tumblr duh
68. Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr all the way

69. Are you watching tv right now? Sort of , my siblings are watching on the tv so I kind of see it

70. Names of your bestfriends? Lilo , Em , Matee & Dyl

71. Craving something? What?
 Death
72. What colour are your towels?
 Green & Blue & White & some have designs
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
 A lot
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Yes I do ..

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? Too many , oh well

75. Favourite animal?
 Kitty , obv
76. What colour is your underwear? It’s like blue w/ weird designs on them

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Both

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? Birthday Cake

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
 It’s like light blue & light green
80. What colour pants? Gray

81. Favourite tv show? I have way too many

82. Favourite movie?
 Too damn many
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
 The second one was so terrible
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
 Both …. Hilarious asfk
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
 Regina George duh
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
 Dory ofc
87. First person you talked to today?
 Dylan , lul
88. Last person you talked to today?
 My sister I think
89. Name a person you hate? Myself

90. Name a person you love? My baby Lauren
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
 Just myself & 20 other peoplr
92. In a fight with someone? Sort of , I’m always fighting w/ people

93. How many sweatpants do you have?
 Like 5 
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
 Like 10 
95. Last movie you watched?
 Captain America: The Winter Soldier
96. Favourite actress?
 Demi Lovato
97. Favourite actor?
 Demetria Lovato
98. Do you tan a lot?
 Nope , I need to though
99. Have any pets?
 I wish
100. How are you feeling?
 Pretty shitty
101. Do you type fast? Yeah I guess but it’s hyperspeed when I’m angry

102. Do you regret anything from your past?
 Pretty much everything from my past I regret
103. Can you spell well?
 Pretty much so
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
 Actually , I really do
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
 Yeah , it was so great
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
 That’s what they said , but I don’t really believe I could do that
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
 I wish
108. What should you be doing?
 Homework , oops
109. Is something irritating you right now?
 Yes , fucking Corey
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
 I currently do rn , it’s actually killing me … She has sm control over my life …
111. Do you have trust issues? I already answered that

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
 Dylan I think
113. What was your childhood nickname?
 Wiwi
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Yeah , I used to live in Las Vegas & now I’m in dumb Cali 

115. Do you play the Wii?
 Used to
116. Are you listening to music right now?
 I was , but  stopped to do this thing reallyquick
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
 - the chicken ; I really do . I love soup sm
118. Do you like Chinese food?
 Yeah , it’s good
119. Favourite book?
 Anything by Ellen Hopkins , A Child Called It & The Lost Boy , Thirteen Reasons Why , I have so many more
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
 No fears
121. Are you mean?
  Very
122. Is cheating ever okay? No , but it happens anyway 

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
 Yeah , for like an hour
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
 Of course I do
125. Do you believe in true love? Ik it exists
126. Are you currently bored?
 Very much
127. What makes you happy?
 My babies ..
128. Would you change your name?
 Yes
129. What your zodiac sign?
 Leo c:
130. Do you like subway?
 It’s good
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
 I cry because I know I’m gonna ruin his life
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
 Definitely already answered
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
 Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne
134. Can you count to one million?
 I could , but no point in that
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
 I’ll be fine
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
 Well it’s the front door , so closed ..
137. How tall are you?
 5’2”
138. Curly or Straight hair? Both 

139. Brunette or Blonde?
 Both
140. Summer or Winter?
 Both
141. Night or Day?
 Night
142. Favourite month? 
My birth month of courseee 
143. Are you a vegetarian?
 Yes I ammm
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
 Milkk all the way
145. Tea or Coffee?
 Coffee fersure
146. Was today a good day?
 No , but my days are normally never good
147. Mars or Snickers? I didn’t snickers was a planet but I like it better

148. What’s your favourite quote? Acid on the face , that’s a work of art

149. Do you believe in ghosts?
 Always
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? I hope this was the reason
Super long , but I kind of enjoyed that since this has been in my inbox for awhile lul
mutualize:

MUTUALIZES POLAROID CAMERA GIVEAWAYAs you all know, i host a lot of giveaways and my last two recently ended. If you want proof that they were legit go here. 
I am hosting this giveaway to celebrate reaching my goal of 30,000 followers. There will be 2 winners this time. AND THE WINNERS CAN CHOOSE WHICH COLOURED CAMERA THEY WANT.
The cameras come in BLUE or WHITE, or PINK or BLACK. Once the winners are picked, I will be ordering 2 cameras (in each winners preferred color) straight from eBay and then mailing it to the winners!
The image above is not mine, but it is an example of what the Polaroid cameras look like. I do not have them yet, I will order once the winners are picked so that they come in both winners preferred colour.

Here’s how this will work:

You have to be following me. I am checking who is following, and the winner will be re-drawn if they aren’t following me. I post mainly photography photos anyway.
Likes do not count for anything, only reblogs will count.But you can still like it as a bookmark
Winner will be chosen like as if it were a raffle drawing. And will be contacted via tumblr messages.
You have until May 20th, 2014 (australian date) to reblog this post. If the winner doesnt reply within a week then I will choose different. I will post their URL on my blog too
This giveaway will be shipped to anywhere in the world, I will be paying for shipping so don’t worry. Good luck!
EACH WINNER GETS:
Fuji instax mini 8 polaroid camera. 
An arm strap
User manual
Mini white film x50
Photo album
Batteries
Ends on May 20th, 2014 (australian date)

—- REMEMBER, you must follow  ME for your entry to count. —-

.*THIS IS NOT MY IMAGE, I FOUND IT ON GOOGLE*


And also, if you’d like to learn how to make some extra cash by testing out apps on your smartphone, click here and read the post. It will make you happy even if you dont win xx

Good luck and stay lovely!

mutualize:

MUTUALIZES POLAROID CAMERA GIVEAWAY

As you all know, i host a lot of giveaways and my last two recently ended. If you want proof that they were legit go here.

I am hosting this giveaway to celebrate reaching my goal of 30,000 followers. There will be 2 winners this time. AND THE WINNERS CAN CHOOSE WHICH COLOURED CAMERA THEY WANT.

The cameras come in BLUE or WHITE, or PINK or BLACK. Once the winners are picked, I will be ordering 2 cameras (in each winners preferred color) straight from eBay and then mailing it to the winners!

The image above is not mine, but it is an example of what the Polaroid cameras look like. I do not have them yet, I will order once the winners are picked so that they come in both winners preferred colour.

Here’s how this will work:

  • You have to be following meI am checking who is following, and the winner will be re-drawn if they aren’t following me. I post mainly photography photos anyway.
  • Likes do not count for anything, only reblogs will count.But you can still like it as a bookmark
  • Winner will be chosen like as if it were a raffle drawing. And will be contacted via tumblr messages.
  • You have until May 20th, 2014 (australian date) to reblog this post. If the winner doesnt reply within a week then I will choose different. I will post their URL on my blog too
  • This giveaway will be shipped to anywhere in the world, I will be paying for shipping so don’t worry. Good luck!

EACH WINNER GETS:

  • Fuji instax mini 8 polaroid camera. 
  • An arm strap
  • User manual
  • Mini white film x50
  • Photo album
  • Batteries

Ends on May 20th, 2014 (australian date)

—- REMEMBER, you must follow ME for your entry to count. —-

.*THIS IS NOT MY IMAGE, I FOUND IT ON GOOGLE*

And also, if you’d like to learn how to make some extra cash by testing out apps on your smartphone, click here and read the post. It will make you happy even if you dont win xx

Good luck and stay lovely!

(via mutualize)

sibiet:

i actually like asshole couples best like the couples that pick on each other so much and call each other names but it’s okay because you know they’re actually totally in love and none of it is meant in a mean way and every insult is punctuated by a sweet comment to remind the other how much they actually adore them and i’m sorry but there isn’t anything cuter ok

I think those relationships last the longest

(via why-cant-i-just-diee)

On the last day of my senior year on everyone of my teachers boards

(Source: ruinedchildhood, via outofstepp)

Anonymous asked: Hey, I just want to tell you that you're a really incredible person. No matter what other people may say, or what you may think, you're really sweet and beautiful, and a lot of people really do care about you.

Please come off anon because I’d like to personally thank you for making me smile

We’re too cute for you & we hate you all ; bye ❤💋👀🔥🌈

these are actually nice

1. selfie

2. what would you name your future kids?

3. do you miss anyone?

4. what are you looking forward to?

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

7. what was your life like last year?

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

9. who did you last see in person?

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

11. are you listening to music right now?

12. what is something you want right now?

13. how do you feel right now?

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

15. personality description

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn't?

17. opinion on insecurities.

18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?

19. have you ever been to New York?

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

21. age and birthday?

22. description of crush.

23. fear(s)

24. height

25. role model

26. idol(s)

27. things i hate

28. i'll love you if...

29. favourite film(s)

30. favourite tv show(s)

31. 3 random facts

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

33. something you want to learn

34. most embarrassing moment

35. favourite subject

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

37. favourite actor/actress

38. favourite comedian(s)

39. favourite sport(s)

40. favourite memory

41. relationship status

42. favourite book(s)

43. favourite song ever

44. age you get mistaken for

45. how you found out about your idol

46. what my last text message says

47. turn ons

48. turn offs

49. where i want to be right now

50. favourite picture of your idol

51. starsign

52. something i'm talented at

53. 5 things that make me happy

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

55. tumblr friends

56. favourite food(s)

57. favourite animal(s)

58. description of my best friend

59. why i joined tumblr

60. ask me anything you want

startedoff-dead:

baebees:

kenfucky:

THIS IS MY FAVORITE VINE

what the fuck is thuis.w aht does it mean

O M G I CAN’T

Forever rebloging this so I can watch when I’m sad c:

(Source: weloveshortvideos.com, via startedoff-dead)